The creative writing workshop I went to on Saturday was pretty good. It was hosted by Alan Cumyn, an author with ten published books of fiction under his belt. He’s published books for children as well as adults, so his perspective on the whole world of publishing was pretty interesting.
What I walked away with however, was the feeling that book publishing was 60% talent, 40% random luck. What he described sounded very much like a crapshoot. If your manuscript happens to fall out of the slush pile and happens to fall onto the the desk of a sympathetic editor who happens to be having a good day, well, then MAYBE you get your toe in the door. That is, of course, if the publishing house isn’t going under.
I spent the last hour of the class asking myself why I want to publish a children’s book when so many people want to do the exact same thing.
Is it because I want to make money? No.
Is it because I want to be famous? No.
Is it because I want to see my name on a cover? Well, okay, that would be pretty cool.
Is it because I want to bring a smile to someone’s face? Yes.
Gee that sounds hokey … in a LET’S HOLD HANDS KUMBAYA KIND OF WAY no less. Gah. But there it is. That is the kernel.
I.Love.Sharing.My.Words.
I asked about self-publishing. Alan frowned, looked down at the floor, and mumbled something about credibility. Self-published authors don’t have the benefit of editors or professional illustrators so they’re seen as something less than a published author. I get that, but I’ve decided it doesn’t matter to me.
Perhaps that means that I’ve given up before I’ve started, but I think a top spot on Amazon.ca isn’t realistic. (Or is it? Argh!)
I just want to finish the story I’m working on right now (at this point I don’t even have a solid ending), and give it away to friends and family. That’s all that matters to me right now.*
Ok. Back to work.
*and the whole time I would be SECRETLY HOPING that my self-published book would fall into the hands of a stunningly brilliant literary agent with international connections. *sigh*

